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20060711

My Parapet


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I feel I know you
I don't know how
I don't know why

I see you feel for me
You cried with me
You would die for me

I know I need you
I want you
To be free of all the pain
You have inside

You cannot hide
I know you tried
To be who you couldn't be
You tried to see inside of me

And now i'm leaving you
I don't want to go
Away from you

Please try to understand
Take my hand
Be free of all the pain
You hold inside

You cannot hide
I know you tried
To feel...
To feel...


I know you have something to do...
I know you think and smile
I know you are happy...
...
I feel so deep and dark
But I don’t want to broke your smile
I will never broke your smile
Your deep and dark smile

I feel deep and dark



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شادی و بغضت را به ستایش می کشم
و خستگی روحم را به جنگ؛
من می جنگم و خسته تر می شوم
جنگ همچنان ادامه دارد و من خنجرها بر تن از هر میدان به یادگار دارم
و همچنان می خندم


و من گویا
دیوانه ام
...
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و قهرمان صدایم میکنند
در شکست و ضربه
من با درد و شکست همچنان می خندم
و تو بغضم را نوازش می کنی
...
شادی و بغضت را به ستایش می کشم
ای ستایش گر بغضهایم و نوازشگر لبخندها
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